questions
the big questions: yes or no? will he or won't he? the window open or closed? further or not?
the process: same as it's always been. you've done this before. it should come as no surprise that you must go through it again
yet you are a changed person a little closer to who you want to be, a little bigger. the gateway is scary to pass through. it is hard to reach and you can never really go back
a little bigger, and a little better. more used to the feelings of failure. a little less concerned about the pressure to succeed. a lot of doubts but the confidence to proceed. who cares, really?