mess
in preschool i didn't talk to anybody because i didn't know how. once during clean-up i hovered behind some girls, peered into the box they had just tidied. they told the teacher on me, said i was making a mess.
i swear i wasn't. i was only trying to help. i was just trying to hold the world with my own two hands. you guys never told me how and i was just trying to figure it out.
i still don't know how. some days i make a huge mess, clobbering limbs tearing up streets, dust in the wake. keep your eye on her, she'll destroy everything. ignore her, she's just a nuisance. she doesn't know what she's doing.